05Feb10

Dear girlfriend,

I’m sorry for what happened on  03-02-2010. When we step out of the door (my house door, we are going to be nice (VERY nice) to each other. And time will stand still there and then. <3 you to bits.

Loving you yesterday, today and tomorrow,
Jk


29Jan10

jasmine is an idiot who is going to crash my iPod sooner or later, because she cant flick proper the bowling ball, and she is just pathetic overall.

kkthxbye. x ash (:


HAPPY 7TH

26Jan10

I FOUND MY GIRLFRIEND. 

I’m stuck at SIM. Cause I’m nice to meet gf for breakfast during her 2hrs break. & then I do my work when she goes for lessons. Her school is so boring. & I don’t know why I can’t acces games website. ): my laptop tells me that there’s access denied due to prohibition to the category GAMES. How?


My girlfriend went missing. 
So, I went  to do tacs work.
I did my work for really long.
My girlfriend is still missing. 

I have many quotes/rfp to do tmr. 
GG.


20Jan10

Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts? Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts. So it’s fairly simple to cut right through the mess and to stop the muscle that makes us confess. We are so fragile, and our cracking bones make noise. And we are just breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.”

-Breakable, Ingrid Michaelson 


18Jan10

Every time I come into this page, I don’t know what to type.

Many times, this is what I do:
I typed, then
I backspace, then
i close the window.

Cause’ I don’t know what I can, what I should publish out. 

This page used to be filled up with many heartache lines and photos.
This page used to be filled up with happy moments. 
This page used to be full of nonsensical rants.

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Just spoke to Mark on the phone. He is so down and he had to make me feel so guilty.
And now, he made me feel so so guilty. (My guilt only lasted less than 10 minutes) haha

Time to let go, time to let go, time to let go. WAY TO GO!

Sometimes it’s hard to let go of the person you love but you have to because it’s worse when things turn ugly and you realize you are risking more than what you should. Who cares if its 2 years already. She doesn’t. She doesn’t even know what you’ve done for her.

When it’s GAME OVER, its GAME OVER. Like kenneth always said: NO RESTART BUTTON. 

No restart button. 
No restart button.
No restart button.
No restart button.

I’m repeating myself. Just to remind myself of that too.